How i feel about myself as a writer

personally, I am not a fan of writing. I love to write in my journal, but those are my own personal thoughts. I do not really care for writing imformative papers. My old english teachers say that i write how i talk. I agree because i try to get my point across in way too many words. I am an overall "wordy" person. On a scale of like 1 to 10, I would have to say that I am around a 4.5 to a 5. I dont know, writing is not my forte. I dont despise writing, but i rather do something else than that. Even though writing and me are not the best of friends, I do try my very best. But at times, my best is not good enough. I bet with a little practice and me focusing alot more, I can develop into a avgerage to very good writer, but for now, i am jsut gona stick with what i know.